Hari jadi sy yg urrghh!! paling teruk sekali...

hari nie hari jadi sy...but sy langsung tidak berasa gembira...not because no present and anything else...it just i feel real sad + tension + stress...pagi td..bler ayah sy tanya sy nk hadiah ape..sy terus mendiamkan diri dan cakap 'i dont want anything'..then sy masuk bilik n cried..thiz year was the worse year i ever had...sy mendapati taun nie sy byk menangiz..sejak datuk sy meninggal..i hate form 4 life..sy xtau la sape yg cakap form 4 nie honeymoon year..sy nk cari hari utk sy vacation but x boleh..setiap hari jadual sy pack..i hate pharasakthy..nk aje sy baling bom nuklear kat dye...urgghh!! btw..i just found out my left ear r deft..another sad news..T.T SHIT MAN!! i hate my life....